Prepare to meet your God!
The Kingdoms of Heaven & Hell,
and the Return of CHRIST
by Angelica Zambrano
My
name is Maxima Zambrano Mora and we attend the "Casa de Oracion"
Church in El Empalme. We were fasting
for 15 days, and crying out to God. My
daughter Angelica also joined us. During
those fifteen days of fasting, I was able to see beyond the natural, which I've
never done before. We were praying and
fasting at the retreat, and even continued praying and crying out at home,
waiting for God to speak to us.
The
Lord gave us much encouragement. Because
of our trials, we were often ready to give up, but the Lord was there to help
us. He gave us Jeremiah 33:3 "Call
unto Me, and I will answer you, and show you great and mighty things, which you
know not." My daughter had been emphatically requesting that from Lord,
though I didn't know it at the time.
Angelica (The
daughter):
My
name is Angelica Elizabeth Zambrano Mora.
I am 18, and study at the "Colegio José MarÃa Velazco Ibarra",
here at El Cantón, El Empalme, Ecuador.
I first accepted Christ when I was 12, but I told myself, "None of
my friends were evangelicals and I felt strange amongst them", so I walked
away from God, and lived a bad, terrible life.
But God pulled me out of there.
On, my 15th Birthday, I was reconciled to the Lord, but I was still
double-minded. The Bible says, "A
double-minded man is unstable in all his ways" (James 1:8) and I was one
of those persons. My dad would say,
"You don't have to be like that, it looks awful, it's wrong," but I
would reply, "This is the way I am, and how I want to be, nobody has to
tell me how I should be, nor what I should do, nor how I should dress, or
behave." He would respond, "God is going to deal with you. He is going to change you."
During
my 17 birthday, I came closer to the Lord.
On April 28th I came to Him and said, "Lord, I feel so bad, I know
that I'm a sinner," and I told Him how I felt. "Lord, forgive me. I want You to write my name in the Book of
Life and to accept me as Your child."
I repented and gave back my life to the Lord. I said, "Lord, I want You to change me,
to make a difference in me." I cried with all my heart, asking the Lord to
change me. But, as time passed by I felt
no change. The only difference was that
I began to attend church, to read the Bible and to pray. That was the only change in my life.
Then,
in August, I was invited to fast for 15 days.
I decided to join, but before entering I said, "Lord, I want you to
deal with me here." During the
fast, the Lord was speaking to almost everybody, except me! It was as if the Lord had not seen me, and
that hurt. I would pray, "Lord,
aren't You going to deal with me?" I would cry alone and continue,
"Lord, do You love me? Are You here? Are You with me? Why don't You speak
to me like You do to everyone else. You
speak so many things to other people, even words of prophecy, but not
me." I asked for a sign that He was
with me, and the Lord gave me Jeremiah 33:3, "Call to Me and I will answer
you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know." I said, "Lord, did You just talk to me?”
Because I heard His audible voice and had a vision of the words written in
Jeremiah 33:3.
I
said, "Lord, is that for me?" I kept it to myself, while everyone
else was testifying what the Lord had given them and what they had seen. But I kept it secret and would only meditate
on the words: "Call unto Me" means to pray, but what did "great
and mighty things" mean? I thought,
"This can only mean heaven and hell." So I said, "Lord, I only
want You to show me heaven, but not hell, because I've heard that it is a
horrible place." But I then prayed with all my heart, "Lord if it is
Your will to show me what You must, then do so, but change me first. I want You to make a difference in me; I want
to be different.”
When
we finished fasting, there were trials and difficulties and sometimes I felt
faint, unable to continue walking with the Lord. But He gave me strength. I started to hear His voice and know Him
better. We became good friends. The Lord is our best friend, the Holy
Spirit. I told Him, "Lord, You are
my best friend. I want to know You
better," and shared all my thoughts with Him.
I
prayed during all of August and then in November, a servant of the Lord came to
our house and said, "May the Lord bless you." I replied,
"Amen." He then said, "I
am here to bring you a message from God...you must prepare yourself, because
the Lord will show you great and mighty things which you do not know. He is going to show you Heaven and Hell
because you have been asking, from Jeremiah 33:3." I asked, "Yes, how did you know? I haven't told that to anyone." He responded, "The same God that you
serve and praise, that very same God I also praise told me everything."
Soon
we began to pray. Some sisters from our
church, and others from my family were there with us praying. But as soon as we started praying, I began to
see the Heavens opened. So I said,
"I see the Heavens are opening, and 2 angels are coming down!" The man said, "Ask them why they are here."
They
were tall and beautiful; with beautiful wings.
They were large and shining, and seemed transparent, brilliant as
gold. They wore crystal sandals and had
on holy garments. "Why are you
here?" They smiled and said, "We are here because we have a task to
carry out...We are here because you must visit Heaven and Hell and we will not
leave until all of this comes to pass." I responded, "very well, but
I only want to visit heaven, not hell."
They smiled, and stayed there, but did not say anything more. After we finished prayer, I could still see
them there.
I
also started to see the Holy Spirit; He is my best friend; He is Holy, He is
omniscient; He is omnipresent! I could
see Him, transparent and brilliant at the same time; with a brilliant countenance,
I could see His smile and His loving gaze!
I can hardly describe Him, because He is more beautiful than
angels. The angels have their own
beauty, but the Holy Spirit is far more beautiful than they are! I could hear His audible voice, a voice full
of love, a passionate voice. I just
can't explain His voice; a voice like lightening, yet at the same time He would
say, "I am with you." so I would strive to continue walking with God,
even as trials surrounded us. We were
going through very difficult moments, but victorious ones at the same
time. I said, "Lord, let Your will
be done." I continued to notice the
angels even at school, and in my classes.
I was so happy, so full of joy because I could actually see them!
The servant of the
Lord, who visited my house, told me to prepare myself, because I was going to
see Heaven and Hell. But he also told me
something difficult. He said, "You
are going to die." It wasn't easy when I heard this.
"How am I going
to die? I'm so young", I asked. He
replied, "Don't worry about anything, everything God does is perfect, and
He will bring you back to life, so you can testify about Heaven and Hell, which
is what the Lord wants all of us to know about." I said, "Amen, but
will I be run over by a car, how will I die?" Ideas came rushing into my mind, but the Lord
told me not to worry, everything was under control. I said, "Thank you, Lord!"
On
November 6th, after I returned home from school, the Angels were still with me,
even while praising the Lord. They would
not speak to me; all they would say was, "Holy, Holy, Holy,
Hallelujah," giving glory, honor and praise to our Heavenly Father. The Holy Spirit was there along with the
angels and I would rejoice. Many people
say that the gospel is boring, but that is a big lie from the devil to keep
people from searching for God's presence.
I also used to believe this, but after I met the Lord and the Holy
Spirit, I know the gospel is not boring, it is the most beautiful experience
you can have on Earth!
I
could see; play with, and even talk to the Holy Spirit. But the angels would not talk to me, but they
would praise the Lord. I would say,
"Holy Spirit come along with me to do this or that" and He would be
there. I could feel and see Him.
I saw
Him when He would rise to His feet, and would even prepare a seat for Him. Although many can't see Him, He is here! That relationship has continued, there's no
reason to stop it, once you've experienced it…there's no way that I would
withdraw. When I consider where He pulled
me out from, what I was before, I am so thankful for His mercy, for all His
love toward humanity and toward me!
On
November 7th, when I was returning home, I heard a voice that said, "Be
prepared, for you will die today," I knew it was the Holy Spirit because I
could see Him. I ignored His voice and
said, "Lord, I don't want to die today!" But He repeated, "Be
prepared, for you will die today!" This time He said it louder and with
greater force. I replied, "Lord, I
know it's You talking to me; I only ask for a confirmation and after that, do
with me as You will. I'll do whatever
You ask, I'll surrender, even if I'm afraid, because I know You are with me and
You are real."
I prayed, "Let
that person you used before, bring me the message. Let him be at my home this instant, before I
arrive, and let him tell me that today I will die." Now, somehow the Lord knows our past, present
and future. He knew what I would request
of Him. So when I arrived home, the
servant of the Lord was already there.
Maxima:
When
my daughter got home, we were in the kitchen.
When Angelica saw the servant of the Lord, she said, "May the Lord
bless you." The man of God
responded, "God bless you. Are you
ready? For today is the day that the Lord will take you, at 4 PM." She just stood there, astonished that the
Lord had granted her request.
Angelica:
When
I heard this I said, "Amen...but I don't want to die, I can't die! No, Lord, I'm afraid, very much afraid,
terrified!" The servant of the Lord said, “Let's pray that your fear will
leave now in the name of our Lord."
I said, "Amen" and we prayed.
Soon I felt all fear leave me, and an indescribable joy came, thinking
that death was the best thing that could happen to me! I started to smile and laugh while everyone
was looking at me. They could all see
that I went from being dismal to joyful.
I was smiling, jumping and singing.
Maxima:
My
daughter instantly felt joy in her heart and started eating. She had a little bit of everything, saying,
"If I don't return, well I've eaten and I'm full."
Angelica:
Everyone
started laughing and asked, "Why are you behaving like this instead of
being sad, you're happy, you're joyful?" I told them, "Of course: I'm
going to see the Lord, I'm going to be with Him, but I don't know if I'll be
coming back so I want to give away all my things." They all stared at me
and asked, "You're going to give away all your belongings?" My Mom's
eyes were wide open in surprise!
Maxima:
My
daughter started giving her things away.
She gave everything away, everything!
Our church sisters were with us, as usual, and she gave something to
every one of them. When I questioned her
intentions, she said, "If I return, they can give everything back to me,
but if I don't come back, then they can keep everything."
Angelica:
I can
imagine how sad my Mom must have felt when I said that. But I felt so happy, that I started giving
everything away: my clothes, my bed, my cell phone, everything, with one
condition: If I come back, everything must be returned to me. They all started laughing.
Maxima:
She
was very determined, but as a mother I felt so much sorrow. It wasn't easy. I wondered, "Lord when the moment comes,
how will it be?" I couldn't understand.
As they started praying, I was arranging thing in the house. They said, "sister, come let's
pray." But I replied, "You go on, I will join you shortly. Just let me finish this task."
Angelica:
They
were all observing me as we prayed. I
prayed, "Lord, I want to do Your will.
You're not a man that You would lie or repent, I know You are real. If I am going to fail You, then it's best if
You just take me with You; but If I am going to do Your will, then bring me
back, but help me say the truth, prepare me, help me to preach and to tell
people to repent." That was my shortest prayer. I told this to the servant of the Lord and
said, "Don't tell my Mom what I said to the Lord." He replied,
"I won't tell her now, but once the Lord has taken you, I'll tell her."
We continued praying and came together in a prayer circle.
Maxima:
At
3:30 PM, the Lord told His servant to anoint my daughter. So some of us went into the room and anointed
her. He gave us two minutes to anoint
her all over, from her hair down, everything, all her body. She was fully anointed.
Death
Angelica:
My
Mom and another church sister, Fátima Navarrete, anointed me with oil. But as they were anointing me, I felt
something covering me, like a glass that was surrounding me. It's hard to explain, I felt covered with
something like armor, and I couldn't explain how I was covered. After that, when they tried to touch me, they
no longer could.
Maxima:
As we
were praying over Angelica, I was trying to lay my hands on her, but I couldn't
touch her! She had some type of covering
around her. It was strange, nobody could
touch her! This covering started at the
top of her head to her feet, about 30cm (12 inches). That was what shocked me the most. I've lay my hands on people before, in
service to the Lord, but something like this had never happened before! I said, "Oh, something must be
happening," and I started to pray and to give thanks to the Lord. Suddenly, I felt great joy. The sorrow in my heart was gone, the pain was
gone, and I now felt joyful and happy!
We continued praying and about at 4:00 PM, my daughter fell to the
floor.
Angelica:
During
prayer, I felt shortness of breath; I couldn't breathe. I felt a pain in my abdomen and in my
heart. I felt my blood going dormant,
and tremendous pain all over my body.
All I could say was, "Lord, give me strength, give me
strength!" because I felt I couldn't go on. I had no strength, it was leaving me! When I looked up to heaven, in the spiritual
realm, not with my physical eyes, I saw heaven opening up. I saw angels, not two nor ten, but millions
of them gathering together. In the midst
of the millions of angels, I saw a Light, 10,000 times brighter than the
sun. And I said, "Lord that is You
who is coming!"
Maxima:
When
she fell down, we tried to stand her up, but she was unable to stand on her
own. At this time, we were able to touch
her. She was saying, "Pray. I don't have strength, Mommy, I don't have
strength and I feel pain." First, she felt pain in her heart, and then it
went down near her abdomen. We kept on
praying and pleading with the Lord. The
Lord took her life!
Never
before in my life had I seen anybody die.
I had to see my daughter, as she was agonizing! It was not easy at all! I couldn't understand her last few words, and
at the end she stopped. I placed my hand
on her face, and a mirror to her mouth, to see if she was breathing. She had no breath, she just stood still. I held her, she was still warm, as normal. I took a sheet and covered her up, and in a
short while she started to get cold, very cold.
Her hair was set back, like the hair of a dead person, and she turned
icy cold.
Angelica:
Jesus
was coming down, and I felt my body dying.
As Jesus and the Angels got closer, I felt I was leaving, that I was no
longer me. I was no longer alive, I was
dying, and it was agonizing! When my
body fell to the floor, they were already here.
My house was full of angels, and in the midst of the angels I saw a
Light, stronger than the sun! It was
very difficult; I felt tremendous pain, as my soul and spirit were being torn
away.
I was
crying and screaming, as I saw my body on the floor. I asked, "Lord, what is happening? What
is happening?" I wanted to touch my
body and get inside it again, but when I tried, it was like to grabbing air: I
couldn't touch it. My hand went straight
through it. None of those who were
praying there could hear me! And I
shouted, "Lord, help me!"
Maxima:
My
husband arrived while we were praying, and he saw her there. The Lord gave me strength at that moment
because I didn't know what to do. It was
like she was in a coma, but I knew she was OK, because it was the Lord's
work. So I said "Lord, let Your
will be done."
The Lord Jesus Christ
Angelica:
At
that moment I hear the Lord's voice, a beautiful voice with thunder and love,
"Fear not, Daughter, for I am Jehovah, Your God, and I have come here to
show you what I have promised you.
Arise, for I am Jehovah, who holds you by your right hand and tells you,
Fear not, I will help you." Suddenly, I arose. I had been kneeling down, looking at my body,
wanting to get back in but not being able to.
When I heard His voice, fear had left me, and I was no longer scared.
As I
started walking, the angels began to open a path. There was a strong light shining, and as I
gazed at it, I felt peace. As I looked,
I saw a beautiful, tall, elegant, muscular man.
Light was projecting from Him.
There was too much light for me to see His face! But I could see His beautiful hair of
brilliant gold and a white garment with a wide golden girdle that crossed His
chest. It read, "KING OF KINGS AND
LORD OF LORDS."
I
looked at His feet, He was wearing shiny golden sandals, of brilliant
gold. He was so beautiful! He extended His hand to me. When I took His hand, it wasn't like when I
touched my body, my hand did not go through it.
I asked, "What is happening?" And He said, "I am going to
show you hell, so that you return and tell humanity that hell is real; that
hell exists. And also, My glory will I
show you, for you to tell My people to be prepared, for My glory is real and I
am real." He said, "Daughter, do not fear"- He said it again and
I said, "Lord, it's just that I want to go to heaven, but not hell,
because I've heard that it's horrible!" He said, "Daughter, I will be
with you. I will not leave you in that
place and I am going to show you that place because there are many who know
that hell exists, but they have no fear.
They believe it's a game, that hell is a joke, and many don't know about
it. That is why I am going to show you
that place, because there are more that perish than those that are entering My
glory." When He said that, I could
see tears streaming down to His garments.
I asked Him, "Lord, why are you crying?" He replied,
"Daughter, because there are more that perish, and I will show you this,
so that you will go and tell the truth and so that you will not return to that
place."
Hell
Suddenly,
as He was speaking, everything started to move.
The Earth shook and split open, and I saw a very dark hole below.
We
were standing on a sort of rock with angels surrounding us. I said, "Lord, I don't want to go to
that place!" He said, "Daughter, do not fear for I am with
you." In a split second we
descended into the dark hole. I tried to
see but there was a terrible darkness. I
did see a huge circle, and hear millions of voices.
I was
so hot, I felt my skin burning. I asked,
"Lord, what is this? I don't want to go to this place!" The Lord said
that this was just the tunnel to hell.
There was a horrible, repulsive and nauseating smell, and I begged Jesus
not to take me. He responded,
"Daughter, it is necessary for you to come and know this place." I
cried, "But why, Lord, why?" And He said, 'so that you can tell the
truth to humanity; humanity perishes, it's lost and few are entering My Kingdom."
In saying this, He would weep. His words
strengthened and encouraged me, so I continued walking.
We
arrived at the end of a tunnel, when I looked down I saw an abyss covered in
flames. The Lord said "Daughter, I
give this to you." It was a large binder with blank sheets of paper. "Daughter, take this pencil so that you
can write all that I will show you, what you will see and hear. You will write everything as you are
observing it, as you will live it."
I said, "Lord, I will do it, but I am already seeing so much,
Lord. I am seeing souls being tormented,
and immense flames."
Maxima:
Time
was going by, and my daughter was still lying there. "Lord, what is happening?" Tears
were coming out of her eyes, but when I wiped them away, they would just come
again. I placed a mirror to her mouth to
see if she was breathing, there was nothing.
We checked her pulse, nothing. We
placed a hand on her stomach, nothing.
The servant of the Lord said, "The place where she is, is not a
place of smiles but a place of torment."
Angelica:
I
told Jesus, "I will testify that hell is real, that hell exists, but take
me out of here now!" And He replied, "Daughter, we haven't even
entered that place, and I have shown you nothing yet, and already you want Me
to take you out of this place?" "Lord, please take me out of
here," I said. Then we started to
descend into the abyss! I started to cry
and scream, "Lord, no, no, no, no- I don't want to go!" and He would
reply, "You need to see this."
I saw
horrible demons, of all types, both large and small. They were running so fast, and carrying
something in their hands. "Lord,
why are they running like that and what are they carrying?" He answered,
“Daughter, they run that way because they know their time is running out, because
time is so short to destroy humanity and especially My people. That which they carry in their hands are
darts to destroy humanity, because each demon is given a name and according to
the name that is given to them, they have a dart to destroy that person and
bring them to this place; their goal is to destroy that person and bring them
to hell." And I would see the demons running and exiting toward Earth and
He told me. "They are going to
Earth to bring and throw humanity into this place." As He said this He
would weep, He would weep so very much.
He was weeping all the time and I would cry too.
Maxima:
My
Daughter was dead for 23 hours, but I did not notify the authorities. I prayed, "Lord, I will wait for 24
hours. If my daughter is not back in 24
hours, I will call a doctor." But,
the Lord brought her back before 24 hours were up.
Angelica:
The
Lord said to me, "Are you ready to see what I am going to show
you?" "Yes, Lord," I
said. He took me to a cell where I could
see a young man being tormented among the flames. I noticed that the cell was enumerated,
though I couldn't understand the numbers, they seemed to be backward. There was a huge plaque in that cell, and the
young man had the number "666" on his forehead. He also had a big metallic plate that was
encrusted into his skin. The worms that
were eating him, were unable to damage that plate; neither did the flames burn
it. He screamed, "Lord, have mercy
on me. Take me out of this place. Forgive me, Lord!" But Jesus would respond, "It's late, too
late: I gave you opportunities and you would not repent."
I
asked Jesus, "Lord, why is he here?" Then I recognized him. On Earth, this young man knew the Word of
God, but abruptly he walked away from the Lord, preferring alcohol, drugs and
walking on the wrong path. He did not
want to follow the way of the Lord.
Jesus warned him many times on what could happen to him. Jesus said, "Daughter, he is in this
place because anyone who rejects My word already has a judge: The Word that I
have spoken will judge him in that last day," (John 12:48) and then Jesus
wept.
When
the Lord weeps, it's different than we do.
He would weep with this pain in His heart and He would sob
profoundly. "I did not create hell
for humanity," Jesus said. So I asked
Him, "Then why is humanity here, Lord?" He answered, "Daughter,
I created hell for satan and his angels, who are the demons; (Matt. 25:41) but, because of sin and the lack of
repentance, humanity ends here, and there are more that perish than those who
reach My glory!" (Matt 7:14) He continued weeping and it would hurt me so
much to see how He cried.
"Daughter, I gave My life for humanity, so that it would not
perish, so that it would not end up in this place. I gave My life out of love and mercy, so that
humanity would proceed to repentance and could enter the Kingdom of
Heaven." Jesus would moan as
someone who could no longer withstand the pain, that's how much pain He felt
watching the people here.
Being
with Jesus, made me feel safe. I
thought, "If I let go of the Lord, I'll be stuck here!" I asked, "Jesus, do I have relatives in
this place." He looked at me as I was crying and He said, "Daughter,
I am with you," because I was so scared.
He took me to another cell. I
never could have imagined seeing a relative of mine in that cell. I saw this woman being tormented, she had
worms that would eat her face off, and demons would plunge a type of spear into
her body. She would scream, "No,
Lord, have mercy on me, forgive me, please, take me out of this place for one
minute!" (Luke 16:24)
In
Hell, people are tormented with the memories of what they did on Earth. Demons would mock people and tell them,
"Worship and praise because this is your kingdom!" and the people
would scream remembering that they knew God, because they knew the Word. Those who had known the Lord were tormented
twofold.
The
Lord said, "There is no other opportunity [for those here]; there is still
opportunity for those who are alive."
I asked Him, "Lord, why is my great-grandmother here? I don't know if she ever knew you. Why is she here in hell, Lord?" He replied, "Daughter, she is here
because she failed to forgive...Daughter, he who does not forgive, neither will
I forgive him."
I
asked, "Lord, but You do forgive, and You are merciful." And He
answered, "Yes, Daughter, but it is necessary to forgive, because they
have not forgiven many people, and that is why many people are in this place,
because they failed to forgive...Go and tell humanity that it is time to
forgive, and especially My people, for many of My people have not
forgiven. Tell them to rid themselves of
grudges, of resentment, of that hatred in their hearts, for it is time to
forgive! If death were to surprise that
person who has failed to forgive, that person may go to hell, for no one can
purchase life." When we left that place, my great grandmother was engulfed
in fire and she screamed, "Aaaah," and began to blaspheme the name of
God, she would curse Him; every person in hell blasphemes against God.
As we
left that area, I could see that hell was full of tormented souls. Many people would extend their hands out,
begging Jesus to help them and take them out of there. But the Lord could not do anything for them
and they would start blaspheming God.
Then Jesus would weep and say, "It hurts Me to hear them, it hurts
Me to see what they do, because I can no longer do anything for them. What I will tell you is that I still have
opportunity for he who is still on Earth, who has not yet died, who is still
alive; he still has time to repent!"
The
Lord told me there were many famous people in Hell, and also many people who
had known about the Lord. He said, “I am
going to show you another part of the furnace." We came to a place where a
woman was surrounded by flames. She was
in great torment and would scream, begging the Lord for mercy. Jesus pointed to her with his hand and told
me, "Daughter, that woman that you see over there, surrounded by flames,
is Selena." As we started getting
closer, she screamed, "Lord, have mercy on me, forgive me Lord, take me
out of this place!" But the Lord looked at her and said, "It's late,
it's too late. You cannot repent
now."
She saw me and said,
"Please, I beg you, go tell people about this, please speak out and do not
be silent; go and tell them not to come to this place; go and tell them not to
listen to my songs, nor sing my songs." (1 John 2:15) So I asked her,
"Why do you want me to go and say that?" And she answered, "Because every time
people sing and listen to my songs, I am tormented even more, the person who
does this, who sings and listens to my songs, is walking to this place. Please, go tell them not to come here; go
tell them that hell is real!" She
would scream and demons would hurl spears from afar into her body and she would
cry, "Help me, Lord, have mercy on me, Lord!" But sadly, the Lord
told her, "It is too late."
I
looked all over that area, it was full of singers and artists who have
died. All they did was sing and sing,
they wouldn't stop singing. The Lord
explained, "Daughter, the person who is here, must continue doing here,
whatever they did on Earth, if they had not repented."
As I
was observing the area, I noticed a lot of demons that were spilling down some
type of rain. I actually thought it was
raining. But I noticed the people in
flames running away from the rain and shouting, "No, help me, Lord!...No,
this can't be," and the demons would laugh and tell the people,
"Praise and worship because this is your kingdom forever and ever!" I saw the flames increase and people's worms
would multiply! There was no water
there, it was brimstone that would multiply the flames and increase each
person's anguish. I asked Jesus,
"What's happening?...Lord, what is this?" The Lord replied, "This
is the wages of anyone who has not repented." (Psalms 11:6)
Then
the Lord took me to place where there was a very well-known man. Before now, I used to live as a double minded
young Christian girl. I used to think
that any person that died would go to Heaven; that those who celebrated mass,
would also go to heaven, but I was wrong.
When Pope John Paul II died, my friends and relatives would tell me that
he had gone to heaven. All the news on
TV, on Extra and many other places would say, "Pope John Paul II has died,
may he rest in peace. He is now
rejoicing with the Lord and his angels in heaven" and I believed all of
it. But I was only fooling myself,
because I saw him in Hell, being tormented by flames. I looked at his face, it was John Paul
II! The Lord said to me, "Look,
Daughter, that man that you see there, is Pope John Paul II. He is here in this place; he is being
tormented because he did not repent."
But I asked,
"Lord, why is he here? He used to preach at church." Jesus replied, "Daughter,
no fornicator, no idolater, no one who is greedy and no liar will inherit My
Kingdom."(Eph. 5:5) I replied,
"Yes, I know that is true, but I want to know why he is here, because he used to preach to
multitudes of people!" And Jesus responded, "Yes, Daughter, he may
have said many things, but he would never speak the truth as it is. He never said the truth and they know the
truth and although he knew the truth, he preferred money over preaching about
salvation. He would not offer reality;
would not say that hell is real and that heaven also exists; Daughter, now he
is here in this place."
When
I looked at this man, he had a large serpent with needles, wrapped around his
throat, and he would try to take it off.
I pleaded with Jesus, "Lord, help him!" The man would scream, "Help me, Lord;
have mercy on me; take me out of this place; forgive me! I repent, Lord; I want to return to Earth, I
want to go back to Earth to repent." The Lord observed him and said to
him, "You very well knew. You knew very
well that this place was real...It's too late; there is no other opportunity
for you."
The
Lord said, "Look, Daughter, I am going to show you the life of this
man." Jesus showed me a huge screen
on which I could observe how this man offered mass many times to the
multitudes. And how the people who were
there were so idolatrous. Jesus said,
"Look, Daughter, there are many idolaters in this place. Idolatry will not save, Daughter. I am the only One who saves, and outside of
Me, no one saves. I love the sinner, but
I hate sin, Daughter. Go and tell
humanity that I love them and that they need to come to Me."
As
the Lord was speaking, I began to see how this man received multitudes of coins
and bills; money, all of which he would keep.
He had so much money. I saw
images of this man seated on a throne, but I was also able to see beyond
that. While it's true that these people
do not get married, I can assure you, I'm not making this up, the Lord showed
it to me, those people do sleep with nuns; with many women there! [1 example]
The
Lord showed me these people living in fornication, and the Word says that no
fornicator will inherit His Kingdom. As
I was watching all of this, the Lord told me, "Look Daughter, all of this
which I am showing you is what goes on, what he lived and what keeps on
happening among many people, among many priests and popes existing." Then
he told me, "Daughter, go and tell humanity that it's time to turn to
Me."
The
Lord showed me a place where many people were walking to hell. I asked Him, "Lord, how is it that they
walk to this place?" He replied, "I will show you." He showed me a tunnel with many people
walking through it. These people were
chained from hand to foot. They were
dressed in black and carrying a load on their back. Jesus said, "Look Daughter, those people
that you see there, those people don't know Me yet. That which they carry on their backs is sin,
but go and tell them to turn their burden over to Me, and I will give them
rest; that I am He who forgives all their sins...Daughter, go and tell those
people to come to Me, for I await them with open arms, and go tell them that
they are walking to this place."
As I
was watching the people walking, I said, "Lord, that person over there is
my cousin; that young man is my cousin, Lord, and that young girl coming down
is also my cousin; my family is coming to this place!" He replied,
"Daughter, they are walking to this place, but go and them where they are
walking, go and tell them they are walking to hell. Go and tell them that I have chosen you as my
watchman...I have chosen you as my watchman, for it means that you are to tell
the truth. You must go and tell all that
I have shown you. If you do not speak
out and something happens to that person, his blood will be poured over you,
but if you go and do as I have told you, then that person has an account with
me. If the person does not repent, then
the responsibility resting upon you will be lifted, for the account will rest
upon that person and his blood will not be poured over you. (Ezekiel 3:18)"
Jesus
told me that many famous people were walking to that place, famous and
important people. Take for example,
Michael Jackson. This man was famous all
over the world but he was a satanist.
Although many people may not see it that way, but it is the truth. This man had satanic covenants: He came to
agreement with the devil in order to achieve fame and attract many fans.
Those
steps that he performed, that's the way I saw demons walk while tormenting people
in hell. They would slide backward and
not move forward, while they shout; enjoying the anguish they impose upon the
people. Let me tell you that Michael
Jackson is in hell. The Lord showed him
to me after Michael died. He let me see
Michael Jackson tormented in flames. I
cried to Jesus, "Why?" It wasn't easy to see how this man was being
tormented and how he would scream.
Anyone who listens to Michael Jackson's songs or sings them or who is a
fan of Michael Jackson, I warn you that satan is trapping you in his web so
that you will end up in hell. Right now,
renounce it in the name of Jesus! Jesus
wants to set you free, so that you will not be lost.
The
Lord said, "Daughter, there are also people who know Me, that are walking
to this place." I asked, "Lord, how can people who know You also come
here?" He replied, "That
person who has left My ways and that person who is living a double life."
He started showing me people who were walking to Hell. They were tied from their hands to their
feet.
They
each wore a white garment, but it was torn, stained and wrinkled. Jesus said, "Daughter, see how My people
have walked away from Me. Daughter, I
want to tell you that I am not coming for these people. I am coming for a holy people, ready, without
blemish, without wrinkle and without defilement...Go and tell them to return to
the old paths." (Eph. 5:26-27) I
started to see many of my uncles and many other people who had walked away from
the Lord's ways. "Go and tell them
that I am waiting for them, to surrender their loads to Me, and I will give
them rest." Jesus was weeping, "Daughter, they are coming this
way. Go and tell your uncles; go and
tell your relatives that they are coming this way! Daughter, many will not believe you, but I am
your faithful witness, I am your faithful witness. I will never leave you. Even if they do not believe you, Daughter, go
and tell them the truth, for I am with you.
I will also show you, Daughter, how people arrive at this place."
We
went to a tunnel where there were a multitude of people falling into the
abyss. Not 1 thousand, not 2 thousand,
but as many as the sand of the sea, countless.
They were falling by the second, like handfuls of sand being thrown
down. The souls were falling
rapidly. Jesus was weeping, He said,
"Daughter, this is how humanity perishes; this is how it is
lost!...Daughter, it hurts Me to see how humanity perishes."
Jesus
said, "Demons also hold meetings in this place." And I said,
"Demons hold meetings?" Jesus said, "Yes, Daughter, they meet to
plan, to plan what they will do to humanity.
They hold daily secret meetings." And with that, Jesus took me to a
cell, where I saw a wooden table with chairs around it. And there were demons – all types of
demons. Jesus explained, "Daughter,
they are now planning to go and destroy the pastors' families, the
missionaries, the evangelists and all of those who know me. Daughter, they want to destroy them; they
have many darts."
The
demons would laugh and mock and say, "Let's destroy humanity and bring it
to this place." Jesus said,
"Go and tell them that I am with them.
Tell them to not leave open doors, to leave no place to satan, for satan
walks about as a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour.(1st Peter 5:8)"
But the Word says, "he walks as", because the only real Lion, is the
Lion of Judah, Jesus Christ of Nazareth (Revelations 5:5)! Jesus said, "Daughter, they especially
want to destroy the pastors; family." I asked, "Why do they want to
destroy the pastors' family?" And Jesus responded, "Because they are
in charge of thousands of people that are the sheep of the fold; the sheep of
the fold that the Lord has given them.
They want these people to return to the world again; to look back and
end up in hell...Go and tell the pastors to speak the truth. Go and tell them to preach the truth and to
speak everything that I tell them and to never keep to themselves what I tell
them!"
As we
left that place and He told me, "I want to show you something else...There
are also children in this place." And I replied, “Children in this place,
Lord? Why are there children here? Your
Word says, 'let the children to come unto Me, and do not stop them: for the
Kingdom of God belongs to such as these." (Matthew 19:14) Jesus replied,
"Daughter, it's true, of such is the kingdom of Heaven, but that child
must come to Me, for he who comes to Me I will not throw out."(John 6:37)
Instantly, the Lord showed me an eight year old boy being tormented in
fire. The boy cried, "Lord have
mercy of me, take me out of this place, I don't want to be here!" He kept
crying and screaming. I saw demons
around this boy, that resembled cartoon figures. There was Dragon, BoyZ, Ben 10, Pokémon,
Doral, etc. "Lord, why is this boy
here?" Jesus showed me a large
screen of this boy's life. I saw how he
would spend all of his time in front of the TV, watching these cartoons.
Jesus
said, "Daughter, these animated cartoons, those movies, those soap operas
that are seen daily on TV are satan's instruments to destroy humanity...Look,
Daughter how this came to be." I
saw how the boy was rebellious and disobedient toward his parents. When his parents talked to him, he would run
away, throwing things and disobeying them.
After this happened, a car ran over him and ended his life. Jesus told me, "Ever since then, he has
been in this place."
I
looked at the boy as he was being tormented.
Jesus said, "Daughter, go and tell parents to instruct their child
as is written in My Word. (Proverbs
22:6)" The Word of God is real, it tells us to correct a child with the
rod, but not every moment, only when the child has been disobedient to his
parents. (Proverbs 22:15)
The
Lord told me something that is very sad and very painful. He said, "Daughter, there are many
children in this place because of animated cartoons, because of
rebellion." I asked Him,
"Lord, why are animated cartoons to blame for this?" And He
explained, "Because they are demons that carry rebellion, disobedience,
bitterness and hatred to children; and other demons enter these children, so
that they do not do good things, but do that which is bad: whatever children
see on TV, they want to do in reality."
Hell exists, hell is real, and even children must decide with whom they
will go. I said, “Lord, tell me, why are
there children in this place?" And Jesus answered, "Once children
have knowledge that there is a heaven and a hell, then they have a place to
choose."
The Kingdom of Heaven
There's
much more to be said about hell, but now I'll share what I saw in Heaven. Jesus said, "Daughter, now I am going to
show you what I have prepared for My Holy people." We left that place, going out through a
tunnel. While traveling through this
tunnel, we suddenly came out to where there was light. I saw no more darkness, torment or flames. He said, "Daughter, I am going to show
you My glory,” and we started ascending to the Kingdom of Heaven! Soon we arrived at a door with giant letters
written in gold, it said: "Welcome to the Kingdom of Heaven." Jesus said, "Daughter, go in, for I am the
Door and he who enters through Me, will enter, will go and will find
pastures."(John 10:9)
After
the Lord said these words, the door opened and we entered. I saw angels giving glory, honor and praise
to our Heavenly Father! (Revelations
7:11-12) As we continued walking, we
approached a table of which I could see the beginning, but not the end. (Revelations 19:9) I observed a large throne, and a smaller
throne surrounded by thousands of chairs.
Between the chairs were garments along with crowns. The Lord told me, "Daughter, the crown
that you see there is the crown of life."(Revelations 2:10)
Jesus
said, "Look, Daughter, this is what I have prepared for My people." I
saw that the table was covered with a white tablecloth with gold edging. There were plates, gold goblets, fruit;
everything was served. It was so
beautiful. There was a very large vessel
in the middle of the table, which contained the wine for the dinner. And Jesus said, "Daughter, everything is
ready for the arrival of My church."
We
went to another place, where I saw many people in a garden. There were well known people from the Bible,
but they were not aged, but young. There
was this young man with a large kerchief in his hand who danced and whirled
around and praised the Lord. Jesus said,
"Daughter that young man that you see there is My servant, David." He
was giving glory to our Father.
Suddenly, another young man passes by and Jesus told me, "Daughter,
he is Joshua; he is Moses; this other young man is Abraham." Jesus would call them out by their
names. They all had the same
countenance! Jesus said, "Daughter,
that woman that you see there is My servant, Mary Magdalene; My servant, Sara."
But
then He told me, "Daughter, she is Mary.
Mary, who gave birth to Jesus Christ, Who I am. Daughter, I want to tell you that she has no
knowledge of the things happening on Earth.
I want to tell you that you must go and tell humanity, tell idol
worshippers that hell is real, and that idolaters will not inherit My kingdom,
but go and tell them that if they repent, they can enter My heavenly dwelling
place. Go tell them that I love them and
tell them that Mary has no knowledge of anything [happening on Earth] and the
only One that they must exalt is Me, because neither Mary, nor St. Gregory nor any other saint can offer
salvation. I am the only One who saves
and outside of Me – nobody, nobody, nobody- saves!" He repeated it three
times - that nobody could save; only He saves.
Humanity
has been deceived believing in an assumed saint, which is not, but is a demon,
working through an idol made by the hand of man. But, let me tell you that the Lord wants to
give you the best. He wants you to enter
the Kingdom of Heaven; to repent and to leave idolatry. Because idolatry will not save you. Jesus Christ of Nazareth is the one that
saves, who gave His life for you, for me and for all humanity. The Lord has a great message for humanity. As He wept, He told me, "Please,
Daughter, do not be silent; go and tell the truth, go and tell what I have
shown you."
I saw
how Mary worshipped the Lord, and I saw women with very beautiful long
hair. I said, "Lord, how pretty the
way they wear their hair." He told me, "Daughter, that which you see
is the veil that I have given to a woman." He added, "Daughter, go
and tell women to take care of the veil that I have given them."
Then
He told me, "I have something to show you that is very
important." I looked far away and
saw a shining city, a city of gold! I
said, "Lord, what is that? I want
to go over there." He answered, “Daughter, I will show you what is over
there. What you are seeing is the
heavenly dwelling, the heavenly mansions which are ready for My people."
We
started walking, until we reached a golden bridge. As we walked over it, we came upon streets
that were made of pure gold!
(Revelations 21:21)
Everything was so
beautiful, so brilliant, like shining glass, it was absolutely supernatural,
inexplicable! We saw heavenly mansions,
and watched thousands of angels constructing them. Some of the angels constructed very rapidly,
others constructed slowly and others were not constructing at all. I asked the Lord, "Why are some angels
constructing rapidly, while others are slower, and some have those stopped
constructing?" The Lord explained, "Daughter, that is how My people
work on Earth, and the angels work as My children work on Earth....Daughter, My
people no longer spread the gospel. My
people no longer fast. My people no
longer go to the streets to distribute tracts telling the truth. My people are now ashamed. Go and tell My people to return to the old
paths. Those angels that you saw that
were doing nothing belong to those people that have walked away from My
paths...Daughter, go and tell My people to return to the old paths," (Jeremiah
6:16) and in saying this He started to weep.
I
heard other people singing, so I asked Him, "Lord, I want You to take me
over there, where those people are singing." Jesus was observing me, I
could tell how He was observing me, but I couldn't see His face, only the
movements of His face. While His tears
were pouring over His garment, I asked Him why He was weeping. But He would not explain it to me.
Later
we arrived at this beautiful garden.
There, among the heavenly mansions, I saw flowers that were
swaying. That must have been the singing
I heard. The Lord pointed with His
finger and said, "Daughter, look, they praise Me; they worship Me! My people no longer do as they did
before. My people no longer praise, no
longer worship Me; no longer seek Me as before.
That is why I told you, Daughter, to go and tell My people to seek Me,
for I will go, I will go, I will go - for a people that seeks Me in spirit and
in truth, for a people that are ready, for a holy people!" And weeping He
said, “I am coming, I am coming!"
Then I understand why He was weeping, because He is coming, but not for
those that are half-hearted. He will
return only for a people that is seeking Him in spirit and in truth.
Then
the Lord told me that I had to return to Earth.
I said, "Lord, I don't want to go back to Earth! What do you mean – Earth? I want to stay with
You. You brought me here and I'm not
going anywhere because I am with You!"
Jesus said, "Daughter, it is necessary that you return to Earth to
go and testify that My glory is real, that what I am going to show you is real;
that what you have seen is real – so that humanity will come to Me, repent and
not perish." Weeping, I fell to His feet; there I saw wounds on His
feet. I asked, "Lord, what are
these wounds here?" He answered, "Daughter, it's the scar from that
yester day, when I gave My life for humanity."
He
also showed me the scars in his hands, I asked, "Lord, why do you still
have that?" He told me, "Daughter, it is the scar that has
remained." So I asked, "Will this go away?" He replied,
"Daughter, this will go away when all the saints are reunited
here...Daughter, I must take you to Earth: Your family and the nations are
waiting for you."
I
tried to refuse but He pointed down to Earth with His finger and said,
"Look, those people that you see down there are your relatives; that body
that you see there, is where you have to return...It is time to leave this
place." Then He took me along a beautiful crystal clear river and said
"Daughter, enter the river and submerge yourself." Before I entered that crystalline river of
living water, I was experiencing indescribable joy, but after I submerged
myself and came out, I was elated. I
thought I would not have to return home, but the Lord told me, "Daughter,
you have to return to Earth...Daughter, I am going to show you something: How I
am coming to Earth for a holy people. I
am going to show you how the day of the Rapture will be."
The Rapture and Tribulation
We
walked to a place with a giant screen, and I saw people in it. I could observe the whole world. Then suddenly I saw thousands of people
disappearing. Pregnant women had their
pregnancy disappear, and they looked like they had gone crazy screaming.
Children
had disappeared from all over. Many
people were running from here to there, screaming, "This can't be, this
can't be! What's happening?"
I saw
those who had known the Lord, but were left behind. (Matt 24:40-41) They were
saying that Christ had come, the Rapture happened. They screamed and wanted to kill themselves,
but they couldn't. The Lord told me,
"Daughter, in those days, death will flee; Daughter, in those days the
Holy Spirit will no longer be on Earth."
(Revelations 9:6) There were accidents but I didn't see a single dead
person: all of them were alive, although injured.
I
observed enormous traffic with thousands of people. He told me, "Daughter, look, this is how
everything will happen." I then
saw people running from one place to another, shouting, "Christ came,
Christ came!" They would plead,
"Lord, forgive me, forgive me, take me with You!"
But
sadly the Lord said, "It will be too late.
The time to repent is now...Daughter, go tell humanity to seek Me, for
during that time there will no longer be opportunity. (Isaiah 55:6)
Daughter, it will be too late for all those that stay behind." When
Jesus observed how people were left behind, He began to weep and said,
"Daughter, I will go to Earth as it says in 1 Thes. 4: 16-17 : “For the Lord himself shall
descend from heaven with a shout, with the voice of the archangel, and with the
trump of God; and the dead in Christ shall rise first; Then we which are alive
and remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds, to meet the
Lord in the air; and so shall we ever be with the Lord.”
But
not everyone will go with the Lord, only those who are doing His will (Matthew
7:21) and living a holy life. For the
Lord told me, "Only those that are holy will enter the Kingdom of Heaven,
(Hebrews 12:14), No one knows, neither the day nor the hour in which I will go
for My holy people, not even the angels know it." (Matthew 24:36)
On
the screen I saw people running around.
Magazines and TV news said that “CHRIST HAD COME.” The screen closed, and Jesus finished by
saying, "I will go for a holy people." This was all He showed me. After that, He brought me back here to Earth.
With
angels gathered round, we began to descend these beautiful stairs; white steps
with flowers surrounding them. I was
crying all the way down, pleading with Jesus, "Lord, please, don't leave
me here. Take me with You!" He
responded, "Daughter, the nations, your family are waiting for
you...Daughter, you must enter that body.
You must receive life, Daughter, so you can go and testify what you have
seen. Many will not believe you; many
will believe you, but I am your faithful witness. I am with you. I will never leave you."
Return to Earth
Maxima:
When
my daughter came back, we were waiting there, and she was stretched out on the
floor. She went, "uuhmm,"
nothing else. I said, "Thank You,
Lord, because my daughter is back!"
We
all gave thanks to the Lord. Soon she
started breathing slowly, little by little.
After about five hours, she was able to open her eyes and talk. At first we could hardly understand what she
was saying; it just wasn't clear. She
had no strength. We needed to keep the
windows covered, because her eyes couldn't handle the light.
Being
curious, we all wanted her to tell us what she saw. But because she was so weak, she could only
tell us a little. It was 2 weeks until
she was able to share her full testimony.
Demons
came to torment her after all this. She
could see them clearly, they would try to hide themselves in the shadows. They were here within three days of her
return, before she could really talk.
She asked them what they wanted and they replied, "We have come to
make a pact with you...You must shut up.
You must not say anything of what you saw down there, because if you
speak, we will kill you."
She
described the demons as ugly, large and fat, ugly. She said there were no words to describe how
horrible they looked. She would rebuke
them, but they would not leave. When
they came they would jump on her and try to choke her. She would fight back rebuking them, but she
had no strength. One time when she
rebuked them, a tremendous light appeared and then they fled! It was the Lord.
What
my daughter went through was not easy.
She was given a profound message to all humanity, to seek God. But humanity thinks that what it is doing is
alright. Youth that are into drugs and
alcohol, they think that's OK, but it's not.
One of the greatest experiences that my daughter had was when she saw
many entertainers in hell, including dancers, and also Pope John Paul II. It's time to seek the Lord, to repent and to
humble oneself before Him. The Word of
God is true when it says, "Heaven and Earth shall pass away, but My words
shall not pass away."(Mark 13:31)
The Word of the Lord will be fulfilled in its due time.
The
Lord also showed her a tunnel, where people were walking to hell. Many people are already in hell. It's real!
But even the Lord's people don't believe this, many just don't believe.
The
main message was that we should seek the Lord, not just from our lips, but from
the deepest part of our heart, for the Lord's coming is at hand. Jesus said, "I am no longer at the door;
I am beyond the door. I will come soon;
My coming is near. My people have left
Me and gone back to worldly things...Tell My people to return to the old
paths." The church today must go back to the old paths, that it is where
we are in the fire, seeking the Lord.
When the trumpet sounds we must be ready to meet the Lord, and it will
be wonderful!
The Lord's Urgent Message
Angelica, speaking
before an audience:
The
Lord told me, "Daughter, in those days the Holy Spirit will no longer be
on Earth. In those days, He will no
longer be on Earth."(2 Thes. 2:7)
And I saw enormous traffic, with accidents. Many people wanted to kill themselves, but
Jesus said, "They shall seek death, but death shall flee from
humanity. Death will no longer be during
that time."(Revelations 9:6) I saw
people watching TV and magazines that read, "Thousands and Thousands have
Disappeared." Many already knew that Christ had come for His holy
people. Those who knew the Lord, but
were left behind, went crying through the streets, wanting to kill themselves,
but they could not do anything.
While
in Heaven, Jesus said, "I will come for a holy people and I will come soon
for My church." But two weeks ago
the Lord told me, "Daughter, I take pleasure in what you are doing, that
you are fulfilling what I have given you, but do not tell My people that I am
coming soon. Tell My people that I am
coming right away." Again the Lord said, "Tell My people that I am
coming right away and that I am coming for a holy people. Tell My people that only the holy ones, only
the holy ones will see Me!...And do not be silent: Keep on declaring what I have
told you."
Angelica Praying with
the audience:
Everybody,
close your eyes, and place your right hand over your heart. Raise your left hand and if you feel like
crying, then cry. Now tell the Lord what
you feel in your heart. For those who
want to accept the Lord, repeat after me.
Lord, I thank You for
Your love and Your mercy, thank You, Lord, for the word that has reached my
heart today. Father, I ask for Your
forgiveness. Forgive me. Wash me with Your precious blood. Write my name in the Book of Life. Accept me as Your child, Lord. Right now, I forgive anyone that I had not
been able to forgive. I renounce to my
lack of forgiveness. I renounce all
things that have hindered Your flow, and I ask You to transform me and to fill
me with Your presence every day. Thank
You, Father, Son and Holy Spirit; in the Name of Jesus, Amen.
Angelica:
“This
testimony is not a lie; it's not a joke; it is not a story; it is not a dream,
hell is real! Hell exists! To anyone that does not believe, I want to
tell you that hell is real, very real. I
cannot find words to tell you how real it is.
I wish that you could experience it yourself.”
Angelica, speaking with Narrator:
The
time is soon, God allows signs to reveal to humanity what is about to
happen. Do not remain condemned; that's
what the devil wants. Ask yourself if
you are already walking through hell's tunnel? Today is the day of salvation,
today is the day to invite Jesus, your Savior into your life. These are simple and yet great words to say:
"I accept You, Jesus as my Lord and my only Savior. I give You my life and soul with all my
heart. I want to be with You for
eternity.”
Choose your final
destiny: Life or death, heaven or hell, Jesus or the devil. It's clear, either you belong to Jesus or to
the devil. Either you do what is right
or you do what is wrong. You choose your
destiny: eternal life or the lake of fire.
Think about it. Decide now. Jesus Christ died on the cross for each one
of us, for our sins, and He gave us the opportunity of salvation by His
mercy. Accept Christ as your only
Savior!
Now that you've heard
this testimony, don't let this moment be the one you regret forever in hell.”