Saturday, January 10, 2015

WHERE CAN I FLEE FROM YOUR PRESENCE, LORD?

PSALMS 139:1-12
1You have searched me, Lord,
and you know me.
2You know when I sit and when I rise;
you perceive my thoughts from afar.
3You discern my going out and my lying down;
you are familiar with all my ways.
4Before a word is on my tongue
you, Lord, know it completely.
5You hem me in behind and before,
and you lay your hand upon me.
6Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
too lofty for me to attain.
7Where can I go from your Spirit?
Where can I flee from your presence?
8If I go up to the heavens, you are there;
if I make my bed in the depths, you are there.
9If I rise on the wings of the dawn,
if I settle on the far side of the sea,
10even there your hand will guide me,
your right hand will hold me fast.
11If I say, “Surely the darkness will hide me
and the light become night around me,”
12even the darkness will not be dark to you;
the night will shine like the day,
for darkness is as light to you.


DO NOT CAST ME FROM YOUR PRESENCE, LORD

PSALMS 51:1-12
1 Have mercy on me, O God, according to your unfailing love; according to your great compassion blot out my transgressions.
2 Wash away all my iniquity and cleanse me from my sin.
3 For I know my transgressions, and my sin is always before me.
4 Against you, you only, have I sinned and done what is evil in your sight, so that you are proved right when you speak and justified when you judge.
5 Surely I was sinful at birth, sinful from the time my mother conceived me.
6 Surely you desire truth in the inner parts; you teach me wisdom in the inmost place.
7Cleanse me with hyssop, and I will be clean; wash me, and I will be whiter than snow.
8 Let me hear joy and gladness; let the bones you have crushed rejoice.
9 Hide your face from my sins and blot out all my iniquity.
10 Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me.
11 Do not cast me from your presence or take your Holy Spirit from me.

12 Restore to me the joy of your salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me.

Thursday, January 1, 2015

PARTICULAR POST



 Particular post
(A Short Story)

Dedicated to the Lord.
Dedicated to Joel John Candelaria

P A R T 1

“Oopps!”

“Oh!”

“Rina! Rina! It’s time to get-up! It’s already 07:37 AM!”

-who are you?

“I’m Rina & you’re dreamin’!”

-You’re Rina? I’m Rina too, so why you’re disturbing me?

“Coz it’s time to write a blog, Rina.  Hurry up! He’s waiting!”

-oh no, he’s waiting! Okay! It’s time to wake-up!

P A R T 2


-Hello, good mornin’ family! What’z up!

“Good morning ate Rina.  I have a duty work today @ Greenhills.  Will you take good care of my son today, your nephew?”

-oh yes, no problem! Hello Psalm, come to tita :D

“Good morning Twinnie (my twin sis “rida”), will you continue to do the washing of my baby’s clothes? My baby, your niece :D always sought for a breastfeeding, so I can’t manage to continue do the washing.”

-oh yes, here I come baby clothes!

“Rina, where’s my barong & pants? I will be the emcee tomorrow @ our church.  Will you iron it for me later?”

-oh yes, father.  Your barong & pants are all in the crib.  Yes, I will I iron that later.

…my blog, my blog.  How could I write a blog –
…my blog, my blog.  How could I make  a blog –

P A R T 3

The day passed by…

Knock… knock… knock…

-hello ate Belen.  What’z up?

“Hi Rina, can I borrow your baby nephew? We’ll go to his cousin’s birthday party.”

…my blog, my blog.  How could I write a blog –
…my blog, my blog.  I could write  a blog, yes! –

-yes, here’s Psalm.  Just return him to me before his mommy arrives.

…yes!!! I could write a blog nah!!!

“Twinnie, it’s already 5:45 pm.  My baby Chloe doesn’t want to lie down in the crib.  We have no stock food in the refrigerator. Will you go to “Bayaga” to buy bangus for our dinner?”

-yes, sure.  Here I come bayaga :D

Walk… walk… walk…

-ate, how much are the 1 kilo of big bangus? (…my blog, my blog.  How could I write a blog –)
(I smell somethin’ fishy inside me.  Wohoho, I didn’t take a bath yet :D

P A R T 4

-baby Psalm, it’s already 9:30 pm & your mom will arrive at 11 pm.  Will you sleep nah, so I can write a blog too?

“What’s blog, tita?”

-blog.  It spells B – L – O – G.  Ba – ba – blog!

“ahh, it’s like Ca – ca – car!”

-yes, you got it, hahaha!

P A R T 5

Baby Psalm is now sleeping.  Thank you, Lord. I could write a blog nah :D

Hi Sir Joel John Candelaria :)

Sometime in  mid-February 2014…

Rang… rang… rang… (telephone!)

“Hello, can I talk to Rina…”

“Rina! A call from our main office!”

-yes, Rina, speaking.

“Rina, you will be the Radio Announcer for our tonight’s new Radio Program @ dzrj 810 am.  After you introduce the ministry, then welcome our Church Director.  Okay, get ready @ 6 pm! Bye!”

-oh, what a great honor to have a face to face encounter with our Church Director.  I must prepare my best blazer :D



P A R T 6

Hi Sir Joel John Candelaria :)

Sometime in the final days of March 2014…

Rang… rang… rang… (telephone!)

“Hello, Cheng speaking.  Can I talk to Rina.”

“Rina! A call from the main office!”

-yes, Rina on the phone.

“Rina, get ready! Tonight is the 2nd day anniversary of our Church Mass Media Ministry and you will be the one to introduce and testify for Radio Ministry.  Get ready, bye!”

-oh my gosh, Lord.  I don’t want to.  My heart is aching.  I still can’t move on to the latest break-up.  My heart is breaking, bleeding.  What great testimony of great things You have done to the church radio program will I impart to a hundreds of people if my heart is lonely, If I felt aloneness most of the time? I’m not worthy to be the apple of the eye tonight at the stage:( I’m not worthy:(

Rang… rang… rang… (telephone!)

“Rina, telephone again!”

-Rina, speaking.

“Rina, this is Ena.  Will you send to my fb your finish transcription.  Right now, asap!”

-wait! I have  no fb, Ena.  Only email.

“Borrow other’s fb & send it to me, asap, bye!”

-okay.  kesiahcabrera@yahoo.com (my sis’ fb account :D

P A R T 7

Ena’s fb.  Message.  Attach file – transcription.  Sent!

Kesiah’s fb.  Home.  Browse… browse… browse…

-Lord, what will I do? What will I say for tonight?

Kesiah’s fb.  Newsfeed.  Browse… browse… browse…

-Lord, help me. I can’t.  Can I speak to our radio editor if she can speak for me? Can I tell her that my heart is not prepared to face people and impart the unspeakable joy of what You have done to church radio media ministry?

Kesiah’s fb.  Newsfeed.  Browse… browse… browse…

Joel John Candelaria’s Particular post:

Mar18
Day 15. This is my happiest day since I began the challenge, and I'm pretty sure this will be one of my happiest days ever. Words are not enough to express how I truly feel. I'm still ecstatic up until this minute. To be invited as a guest speaker of my alma mater's commencement exercises is way too overwhelming for me. I distinctly remember the smiles on students' and parents' faces as I shook their hands and gave them their medals and diplomas. This is indeed a once in a lifetime opportunity and I'm thanking Dir. Robert G. Uy and Mrs. Leonisa Uy for giving it to me. Thanks for the warm welcome and for making me feel so special. I am a proud product of PBTS Academy. I'm so happy to be a part of PBTS again, after 8 years.

P A R T 8

Who’s this guy? Joel John? No time to ask Kesiah.

Anyway, if Joel can, so I can, too! If he treated this challenge as his happiest day, so I can too! If his joy was overwhelming coz he was invited to be a guest speaker for his alma mater’s commencement exercises, so I can too! I was chosen to testify in front of my spiritual mentor & in front of hundreds pastor & congregation to hear what God is doing to our radio program’s whom thousands of listeners are been saved, healed and blessed!

If Joel can, I can!!!

P A R T 9

Emcee: Let’s welcome Bro. Romeo to introduce to us our church TV programs & to testify great things which God done through our TV’s.

Me: oh my gosh, I’m the next nah! (to the highest level of  heartbeatsss!!!)

After 20 minutes…

Emcee: and now, let’s welcome Sis. Rina to introduce to us our church radio programs nationwide & to testify also great & mighty things which God done through our radio’s!

Me: If Joel can, I can!

“Thanks for the warm welcome and for making me feel so special. I am a proud product of PBTS Academy. I'm so happy to be a part of PBTS again, after 8 years… Joel John Candelaria

Me: (@ ‘d stage) Thank you so much for the warm welcome Sis. Mel.  I’m so happy to be a part of Miracle Hour’s Radio Ministry for almost 6 years.  Miracle Hour has 21 Radio Programs nationwide & it can be heard worldwide through on-line radio.  We thank God for all of you who never cease to support financially for spreading the Gospel through Radio.

‘This is indeed a once in a lifetime opportunity and I'm thanking Dir. Robert G. Uy and Mrs. Leonisa Uy for giving it to me… Joel John Candelaria

Me: This is indeed a great honor for me to be trusted to handle our radio programs by our Church Spiritual Director Apostle R.D. Carillo & Prophetess E.G. Carillo.

“I distinctly remember the smiles on students' and parents' faces as I shook their hands and gave them their medals and diplomas… Joel John Candelaria

Me: (on the way home tired but so much fulfilled) the smiles on our Church Director, pastors & congregations faces while listening to my detailed testimony still so fresh in my mind.



P A R T 10

December 2014

@ our home @ Cupang, Antipolo City.

I have no fb.  Really.  A fact.  But one wonderful day, I decided to open my lil’ sis’ fb named cutie “Kesiah.”  While browsing for almost 30 minutes, I’ve seen some persons who devote their fb to share the Gospel of Christ; I was so really, really, really blessed :) I’ve seen also some persons who devote their fb to express their love & affection to their beloved, loveones & special someone; I was so really, really, really touched :) hahaha!

After a few days…

I decided again to open Kesiah’s fb, to take a glimpse to the fb of those people who blessed & touched my heart by their unselfish posts.  While continuing browsing, I was surprised by the post of this person (in full English!) I asked Kesiah, “Who’s that man?” & she said, “That’s my teacher!”

Me: oh really! Tell him if I can have his email.

So here it is…

Sir Joel, aha, I 1st saw your fb in March 2014.  Then after a months passed by, I was sooo busy that I have no time to open Kesiah’s fb, so I forgot your name :( then, when I returned to Cupang, when I decided to open fb again, there I remember you :)



Sir Joel, you did a great impact to my life.  Continue to inspire young people like me (wahahaha, asa ka pah rina, loka ka talaga, wahahahha!)



I dedicate this blog for you, yes, and ooppss…

More power to your profession as a teacher.

You were born for such a time as these (parang bday lang ih noh, hahaha).

Godbless you.  Zoom!!!

“New Year is God’s grace to us; giving us the opportunity to start anew and see clearly with our hearts HIS great will and love for us.  I pray that as we walk from hereon, let us always be reminded of our glorious purpose in life.  More happiness for us this 2015 as we continue in serving Jesus Christ.”
#You have captured our heart, Mi Corazon.

Love & Prayers,
-rina.