I want to be the kind of person that
people can depend on. I want to be the one they run to when they’re feeling
lost, or down, or defeated, and know that I will not only lend them my shoulder
and ears, but be the one to brighten their spirits again.
I want to be the person who makes
someone laugh and after one of their longest, most painful days. I want to be
the person that brings sunshine to the darkness. I want to be the person who
helps people see the glass half-full, even after it has been empty for so long.
I want to be the person who
encourages people after heartbreak, who motivates them after purposelessness,
who inspires them in their weakness, who loves them after loss. I want to be
the one who shows the world God’s love and points a light to Him.
But sometimes it’s so hard to want to
be this person, this shining light that points to something so beautiful, when
you know you’re not always in the right direction. Sometimes it’s so hard to
want to be this person who helps others when you’re painfully aware of all the
ways you can’t, or haven’t been able to help yourself.
It’s so hard to reflect God’s love
when you know you’re far from perfect.
But maybe I’m still learning that
it’s not about that at all – it’s not about me at all.
Maybe it’s about using the things I
have, the things I’ve been given, the pieces of myself that have always looked
at the world with love, and sharing them. Maybe it’s about finding a way to
spread happiness through me, without it being about me.
Not about what I can do, but about
what God can do.
And so I just want to be a light.
Someone who smiles and brightens a little corner of the world, someone who
spreads Christ’s love, and in turn leads one single person out of their
destruction. I’m not prideful or naïve enough to say that I can change the
world. But I just want to be a small silver of brightness in all that dark.
God Bless Your Heart.
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