Dear Lord, how could they
have done this to me? How could they forget their promises? How could they throw
away in a moment all
the things we have built? How
could they break my heart? Was
it my fault? Was it me Lord? Tell me where I have gone wrong. Show me my sins,
flash them before me so I may know. For I do not understand how all
these things can be happening right now. I do not understand how something so
good can suddenly end up the way it is today. We were so happy, Lord. They was
your gift to me. We complement each other, we share so many things in common,
it is to them that I opened up my heart. It is them Lord whom I trusted with all my heart.
How then can they break it so? I
am so broken deep within me Lord, I do not know if I can still piece
together every
shattered part of me.
I am not only hurting,
Lord. I feel so angry that I couldn’t do anything to avenge
myself for this kind of suffering I do not deserve. Do I not deserve loyalty,
sincerity and respect? They
makes me feel so bad, Lord. They makes me feel so bad about myself. How they
not feel guilty for what they’ve done?
Please help me Lord, I really don’t know what to do. Only Your
words can comfort me. Only Your embrace can
soothe my pain. I have given everything I could my Lord, and there is nothing more
I can give. I kneel before You now, crushed and broken, empty and
afraid to be alone. Hide me under your wings, hold
me in Your loving arms. Say unto me again how much You love me. Say unto
me that You have called me Yours and You will never ever let me go. Though
men may fail, You remain faithful, steadfast and immovable as a rock. Though
men may judge me for all the faults they see in me, You see my heart and reveal
to me the beautiful soul You see in me. Help me to let
go of my pain,
teach me to forgive those who do not even ask my
forgiveness. This burden is something I shouldn’t carry in my heart. This trouble is not
something I should trade away my peace for. I know that I have been done
wrong, the things that have happened had been so unfair.
Sometimes life’s like that. Many things in this life really seem so unfair. But
let me not continue being unfair to myself. Let me not punish myself anymore
for the things others have done.
I offer unto you my wounded
heart, my broken heart. I know it is You my Lord who will uphold me in the end. Let me not lose hope.
Let me not cast away everything that’s good and beautiful in this life. I know that there is so
much more in store for me. I know how much love I can still give away because it is You who fills me
with everything that I’ll ever need. You are the one who loves me truly,
eternally, unconditionally. You are the one who has always been
there for me and always will be there for me. You are my one
true love. You are my forever. You are my strength and my peace and my joy.
Surely in Your presence Lord, I do not need anything more.
Yhang:_)
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