I’m not the same woman and that’s
okay..
Everybody changes. You learn, you
grow, you experience new things. Everything you encounter has some sort of
effect on you. It’s just how life is.
For the most part, these changes
happen subtly over the course of a few years. Slow enough that you barely even
notice.
But this past year, I’ve changed the
most. So much to the point that I sometimes feel completely unrecognizable.
This past year tested my limits, made
me soar and sent me crashing to the ground. I cried more, laughed more and
spent a lot of my days in confusion.
My heart get broken. I lost friends.
And I learned that sometimes those “that’ll never happen to me” situations, may
actually happen to me.
I had to figure out how to let people
in while also stitching up my wounds on my own. It wasn’t easy and I spent time
questioning every move I made. But I don’t regret a thing. I can’t.
I’ve learned too much and experienced
too many important things, to look back and say, “I really wish I could take
that back.”
Am I proud of all my decisions? NO.
Did I say and do things I probably shouldn’t have? YES. But that’s what helped
me grow.
And it was all worth it.
Who I am now isn’t afraid to make
mistakes as long as I learn from them. I thought I was strong then, but I’m
even stronger now. I know how to listen to my heart without completely ignoring
my mind.
I’ve learned how to let things go and
not bottle up all of my emotions. To be open to new experiences and people, and
make those around me feel appreciated.
With every loss, I haven’t figured it
all out. I’m still going to make stupid mistakes. And life is still going to
test my limits.
And that’s okay..
I’m on journey to be the best version
of me possible. Whoever that may be. Only the future knows.
God Bless Us..
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