Monday, April 2, 2018

YHANG BDAY 7

And no! I’m not the easiest girl to love. I have this bad habit of overthinking, I tends to overreact more that I should, and I gets a little insecure every once in a while. I’ll be needy for your attention, and I’ll want to literally take up all your time, and I’ll require a lot of reassurance. If anything, I am everything you wouldn’t want in a girlfriend. I am not capable of fully trusting you, I don’t  know when to stop fighting you even if I’m wrong and I have no problem pushing you away if I feel like you’re closing to hurting me.

Loving me will stress you out, loving me will make you angry, loving me will make your heart hurt at times, loving me will test you, loving me will challenge you. It may get so demanding that you’ll be tempted to walk away, it may get so hard that you’ll think about giving up, and it may get so complicated that you won’t deal with me anymore. Loving me means you get to see me at my worst and most vulnerable and that is something that you’ll have to be strong enough to handle because I needs someone who’s patient enough to understand why I am who I am today. It’s not gonna be an easy relationship with me.

But if I am in love with you, then I can promise that you’ll forget what life felt like before I came along because I’ll always be there to put your heart back together after breaking it. Maybe I’m not the best at being loved, but I’m pretty amazing at loving.

God Bless Us..
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