Though it was 3x I was turned down by
the guys I’m courting, still I can say to the world that love is beautiful. I’m
a woman so you can laugh with me because of my word “courting” (wahaha : D) I
had in the past 4 (four) serious relationships (boyfriend.) Their name is 1.A
2.R 3.J 4.R (Just the first letter of their name, ehehe.) After those four
break-ups, I met some guys and they court me, but I believe they are not the
one so I turned them down. I felt I am so bad for doing that, I also felt pity
and very sorry about myself.
One day, I make friend with this
(let’s call him the “1st Guy”.) I was impressed by his high
confidence and very uplifting personality. After a year of friendship, he told
me that she has a crush on someone and sadly, it wasn’t me. My heart broke into
pieces. I can’t handle the pain anymore. That night I take 2 cans of beer and
the next day I emailed him and I say that I love him. He just replied me with,
“Hahaha! The world is truly round!”
After a year, I make friendship again
(let’s call him the “2nd Guy.) I was impressed by his intelligence
and gentleness. After a couple of meet ups, I felt that my heart beat a love
for him. Because of that, I always text him and chat him and done everything
that makes him close to me. After a year of trying and trying, I woke up one
morning, opened my fb and found out that he is already married. I am really
envious.
After a year again, I saw in the fb
the guy I met in our Church’s past youth camp 2006. It’s almost 10 years we do
not see each other. I am so much excited. So in his bday 2016, I make a
birthday blog for him to make feel he is special. Despite of that special blog
for him, he just replied a simple “Thank You.” I really felt that he is not
interested in me.
I believe truly in my heart that
there’s no wrong in the 3 guys I courted (wahaha!) The fault really is in me. I
do not have the patient to wait.
The Lord Said:
Daughter, if your waiting time has
stretched so long that you feel you can’t bear another day, hang in there. You
are not forgotten. Nor will your hope ever perish. In due time, I will remember
and revisit you. I didn’t forget Naomi and Ruth. Neither did I forget you.
Happy Heart’s Day ; )
Love,
Writer Yna
cabreraflorina.blogspot.com
ios.florinac@gmail.com
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