INFJ6

TAKE A STEP IN MY shoes and you will find a strength you never knew. It is not weakness to love beyond measure even when the love is not returned. It is not a weakness to be an emotionally driven individual. The strength required to bear the burdens of those around us; who tend to confide all their darkest secrets, would crush more others. So no, weak we are not!

I may look as if I am silently sitting, doing nothing. In my mind, I am contemplating the meaning of all existence; the purpose of all life; the reason for my being. You may even attempt to speak to me, and if I answer, while deep in contemplation, I do not remember what I said, as my thoughts were in a different realm even though my body was here. You may think I have done nothing, all the while, I am exhausted from the lengths of my wanderings.

Our inner turmoil of existential crisis after existing crisis is enough to keep us busy.

There was a time when I used to pray, but it didn’t last long as I succumbed into the dark forces of life. When I prayed, I never did it for myself. I always prayed for a better world, for my love ones and the humanity in general. Praying for myself always felt selfish to me. Whenever someone asks me if I need something for myself, all I’m left with is and empty mind.

And if I asked you to name all things that you love, how long would it take for you to name yourself?

I’m the kind of person who believes that only truth can serve us as humans. It has the power to change things, situations, and scenarios. I often say the truth to everyone’s face and tell them how their reality is. Some get offended and some not. I also lie because I’m not perfect and give in to the world and the lies it’s filled with. But deep down, my conscience always haunts me. Over the years, I’ve made some enemies and some hypocritical friends. I knew I’ll find them down the truth lane because that is what differentiates between the real and the fake.

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