Maybe I’m trying so hard to have
full. I need to remind myself that everything is a process. Every struggle is a
process. And every process has an end goal, has a purpose and it’s always for
my good. God is always doing something, sometimes beyond my comprehension, or
sometimes within its walls. And honestly, it gets tiring to always try so hard
to overcome on my own when I can overcome with You.
Maybe God, You’re right, it’s all
about total surrender.
It’s not a matter of I can anymore,
it’s all about what You can and unless I allow You to completely take over
every space, every aspect of my life, I will never fully overcome, I will never
taste victory over my life. Maybe I need to remind myself to trust You in
whatever strife I’m facing, whether big or small, whether work or school,
whether relationship or personal, whether healing or promotion – whatever it
is, maybe it’s all about permitting You to move me from glory to glory and just
allow myself to be saturated in Your presence and watch how You will transform
my failures into triumphs and my sorrow into joy.
Maybe I need to remind myself that
You are Lord, and that I can’t overthrow it all in one snap, it will be a
really tough process that is only possible through Your grace. And that doesn’t
mean the process will be flawless and convenient and fast, there will be
lapses, shortcomings but there will be improvements as well, there will be
little victories that needed to be celebrated rather than condemned.
Maybe in every struggle, You are only
teaching me, us, to be dependent in You. That the size of the struggle doesn’t
matter, tiny or enormous, because I must learn to surrender. I can’t handpick
the portions of my life that I want to surrender. I can’t just offer You the
great, impossible looking battles and fight the easy ones on my own. Maybe I
need to learn to give it all to You, God. Committing all areas of my life. All
my ache, my sin, my shame, my faults, trading them all for Your peace. Giving
it all and letting go fully, raising my hands to heaven in full surrender.
Certain for the breakthrough that is waiting for me. Trusting Your beautiful
promises as I trust Your process even more.
-thought catalog
God Bless Us..
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