ON SOME NIGHTS I FEEL LIKE GIVING UP

Everyone is difficult to love, and everyone finds it difficult to love someone else.

It’s hard not to miss all those little things that stir up your blood. It’s hard to love other people for who they are without feeling the itch to change them. It’s hard to understand them on some nights. It is harder to keep loving them anyway.

On some nights, I feel like giving up. On some nights, it feels that maybe the absence of love will solve it all. In those moments, I remember the memories, I remember every time exactly how holding him made me felt. I remember how every single time, somehow, my laugh is truer with him. I remember how he makes me feel about being myself. I remember how every time he flawlessly accepts all my flaws with nothing but love in her eyes.

So maybe it is not easy to love people. Maybe life will be much less messy if we were always detached. But where will we find the magic then? If love is not the point, what’s the point anyway?

God Bless Us..

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