I absolutely hate following rules set
by social norms. So don’t expect me to follow what it tells me to like and
dislike. I will like and dislike whatever I want to because I’m my own person,
not what society wants me to be.
Trying to decide if social norms will
allow me to like something or not is too much work.
So if you are too tired to speak, sit
next to me, because I too, am fluent in silence.
Hey self, trust me when I say that
one day..
-you’re smiling for no reason,
-your hands aren’t shaking anymore,
-you’re going to remember what it was
like to be you a year ago, or 3 years ago, or even a week ago and you’re going
to be so glad that you kept going.
I don’t have time to hate anyone. I
either love you or I don’t care at all.
I just absolutely adore staying at
home and not talking to strangers.
It’s only as painful as I make it.
This has been my mantra for madness the past several years. At first, every
obstacle, heartache or loss felt like I couldn’t make it through. But here I am,
still kicking. Not one has wiped me out yet. The best day of my life is
everyday that I wake up and decide to change. Just like that. It’s as simple as
not wanting to go any further down the path I’m on and carving a new one. I
don’t need to know how it’s going to work or where I’m headed because I know it
isn’t here. And that’s exactly where I am supposed to be.
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