Hey its 4 in the morning and I can’t
go back to sleep. The past few weeks have been great. The days were more
brighter though you took my only sunlight. I’ve been afraid of crossing the
thin line we created apart from each other. I’ve been doing great and I don’t
know why everything could not just stay the same. Why do you have to make me
feel like waiting again?
The feeling of me almost griping
again on a tight rope of taking chances. Making me weak and almost
unresponsive. After all this time when I thought that everything about the two
of us is fine, you suddenly.. RETURN. Comeback as if you left something to work
on. As if you left me all in pieces. As if nothing even happened..
You’ll never know how much I tried to
be better than I was before. That I had to close out every opportunity knocking
at me. Push away all of the things worth keeping. My mind was hazy and even I
admitted that I no longer know myself. Is this still me? Am I still me?
Can we be honest this time and just
admit how we really feel? How we wanted each other? Questions that I wish you
could have asked before everything was gone before I was gone. I learned to let
go, to let you go. If you ever do comeback, bear this in mind – a mistake could
not be repeated twice..
But you are a mistake worth
repeating. A gamble I am willing to take. And I would bet all that I have left.
You need to know as well that I still cry. I still write about you everyday.
And I still hope..
God Bless Us..
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