They are absolutely right because
that’s exactly what happened. You made me fall so hard that I had no way of
getting back up. And I hope you finally realize that, because for so long,
you’ve made me believe everything was going right.
Technically, we never broke up
because there was never even an ‘us’ in the first place, even though it felt
like there was. And we liked to say that that’s what happened, because there
was really no other rational explanation for what happened between us. I tried
to deny it to myself, until now. I fooled myself so I could be with you long
enough for you to get tired of me and leave, because I didn’t have the guts to
do that to you. Because no matter how crazy it sounds, I didn’t want to leave
you.
But just because I still love you,
that doesn’t mean I haven’t changed my mind. I now realize why I finally had to
leave, not just because you did but I had to do it for myself. At last, my eyes
are finally open. I still miss you and I wish I could say I only miss you
sometimes, but if I’m telling the truth I miss you all the time. And I
definitely still love you, I am sure of that because I always will. You were
not my first heartbreak, but this is definitely the most painful one. But I do
know that someday, I will finally tell myself: I forgive you..
God Bless Us..
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